Hey, Good morning. Okay, this is the first time I didn't sleep for A DAY. yesterday I went to Tuaran for the wedding thingy and yeah, I feel awkward. No ones Dancing when the music on, no ones Hit the floor. Urgh~ yesterday was supposed to be good but I, me, myself. SPOILED 'em. my stomach suddenly get HURT. :(
And now, I haven't finish up my homework yet. SO STRESS! feels like wanna cry. :'( there's still gotta have so much to do. HELL NOOOOOOOOO!! IM IN HELL :((

"Love Me when I least deserve it because that is when i really NEED it"

GUITAR

Okay, so someone asked me why do I love to play guitar? :)

 Well, mm yeah. with guitar, I can express any mood or what I feel inside. such an intricate mesmerizing complex instrument, with so many ways to utilize a guitar, and so many vast styles and genres of music can be played on guitar and make it come to life :)

each individual crafted guitar has different qualities, and can have certain installations to encompass unique quality, and characteristics. ranging from body, to pickups, amount of strings, tones etc. the types of pedals that you purchase to use with a guitar can result in differentiating and experimental effects as well

and 

I JUST ENJOY DOING IT :)

Im that type of Girl who can be so hurt but still can look at you and smile :)

- when Im with you, open a story to talk about
- when you see Im crying while laughing, look at me and say "you're crazy"
- when you see Im staring at someone, don't block me. I might just punch you.
- when you see my tears suddenly fall down. Don't ask. Just stay till I say "Im alright"
- When I call you and talk about weird thing, DON'T ASK. I might just turn off the phone.
- When you see Im staring at you. Just shut up and SMILE.
- When you see Im alone, Don't go near me. I might gonna hate you.
- When you see Im mad, JUST SHUT THE HELL UP.
- When I suddenly "Hey, I miss you" come, give me a hug.
- When I text you, that means I really miss you. :)

When Im with you, STAY.

"Scars are like memories, and tattoos. When you fall, when your heart breaks, and when your best friend turns her back on you, it leaves a scar that can hurt every-time you think about it. It’s a memory that is stuck in your head. It’s in the past, but it comes back and bites. It’s a tattoo because it’s a memory that hurts, but doesn’t disappear. It never does. When you see it so vividly, you sometimes regret what led to the scar that is a memory that leaves an imprint in your life’s history"

As you can see here, they're my mommy and my brother A.K.A annoying. 

I miss them Both, my brother, even sometimes he made me going insane and annoys me but at least there's still someone who I can beat and sworn to. I'ma kind of evil too. Okay, screw me. But you know we are too far away, :( there's nobody at home when I reach home. watch TV alone, laughing alone, talk with nobody. HELL yeah. I don't wish for him to read this, don't tell him. I don't want him to know. xP he'll never understand my feeling but instead, ahh~ "GHOST, EAT ME ". Okay, when talking about my mommy, she's been so busy. its okay I understand :) but if only she knows that I miss her too.. But, I guess, she knew that. cause I know that she miss me too :')

whatdahellmaface! :D 
aww, we look sweet together :) I look damn pale that day. It was a cold day and I can't stand. But Fanny act like she's tryin to pretend that she's actually feel comfortable with that shirt (that's mine) but instead she's not. BAHAHAHA! :) my mommy, she's getting skiny. but still look awesomeee :) emm is that my Brother? WHATEVER.

I love my past. I love my present. I’m not ashamed of what I’ve had, and I’m not sad because I have it no longer.